WOW time has flown by! Little Nixxon is 7 months old now. Basically she is super stinkin cute, spoiled, and smart. She has been crawling for over a month now. She is figuring out how to crawl up to things and to pull herself up and stand. This makes me super sad to see her grow up too fast. The doctor is super impressed with how advanced she is. I am pretty sure I will have a little walking baby by Christmas.
As for her "dad" ( if you even can call him that) Has moved like 3 hours away to college. I thought that would be awesome and I wouldnt see him anymore but NO. He texts me the stupidest texts like once or twice a month. Like " Hey is this Myranda?" or "Hey" or " I know its late but if you could just call me or text me when you get a minute that would be great lol". Honestly why on this green earth would I even want to text him. I want NOTHING to do with him. He may be the "father" of my baby but just because he helped make the baby does not give him a right to be with her. I can find a guy who will love her because he just does and doesnt have to.
Speaking of such. I started to date a really nice kid. We got along great and had a lot of fun together. We spent 3-4 months together and I loved every minute of it. He acted like he could have been Nixxons real dad. He was only Sr. in high school too so I was super impressed of how he acted with the both of us. Most Sr.'s are pretty freaked out by girls who have babies but he never let that get in the way. Just about a week ago we decided to end things. We ended it all on good terms and we are still good friends. He wanted to get ready to serve a church mission as soon as he graduates. I understood why he thought we should end things and respect his choice. Some days are harder than others but we both figure if we are meant to be then things will work out when he gets back if not there is someone else out there for us so we will be okay.
I also am working a part time job to help with the bills and such. I am also starting a nursing program here soon to get my foot into the medical field. It does suck to be away from my baby so much but I know I am doing it all for good reasons and will help in the long run.
